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today....he died

Wed May 11, 2005, 9:15 AM

I lost a dear friend today....

my dog...today was the day that we went to the vet and put him sleep..

he just turned 12 this very monday....I hate myself.

he's been il for several months now...his hindlegs was in pain, and last week, he woke up several times at day and night because of the pain.
the other day he was stuck on the stairs and couldn't get up or down because he didn't had the strength. It was so wierd to go home without him, and we went down to the celler were he and I lived, to collect his food, collar and other stuff..

I hate this world! just wanna disappear...

ive had him since I was 5½ years old, and it just feels so wierd and empty that he isn't here.
a part of me died today, but I guess the world goes on without noticing.

damn....I held him in my arms when he died! and I just can't turn my thoughts away from it. dunno if i'll ever stop crying...

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~xcourtkneex May 11, 2005, 9:28:49 AM

i know how it feels to lose a pet - especially a beloved dog. i'm so sorry you had to go through that. just remember that he's not in pain anymore...i'm so sorry

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~JessFox May 11, 2005, 9:47:22 AM

Im really sorry about your dog..I know you must feel aweful. I don't know how Id cope with loosing my cat, but one day I know I will. Im sure he's glad you were there with him. I don't know what else to say, except Im truly very sorry.

~Sailortwilight May 11, 2005, 11:55:17 AM

I'm so sorry sweetie... be thankful that you had those 12 years together.

We had to put down my dog Maggie and Spike together when my Mom couldn't keep them... she was 10 and he was 8... he would cry when she just left the yard without him.

I'm so sorry for your loss...

Just take your time to grieve and know that if you ever need to vent feel free to do so here on DA...

I can't imagine holding him in your arms as he died...

I've had hamsters do that to me and it was so upsetting... I can not imagine my dog doing that...

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~DrewTheWolf May 11, 2005, 2:45:42 PM

Aw....

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~nypd May 12, 2005, 9:18:53 AM

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*SkratchCat May 12, 2005, 10:32:52 PM

thank you all VERY much for your support

it really helps to know that im not the only one to love my companions so much

love you all

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~DarwinSneezed Jan 28, 2006, 4:21:07 PM

I"m so sorry to hear that

I remember when this happened to me...you'll feel better. That coldness in your stomach can be eased by soup and a warm bath.

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*SkratchCat Jan 28, 2006, 7:24:25 PM

very uplifting,

but I still cry every once in a while when something reminds me of him - it's getting better though. I love him dearly, and he'll always be in my heart

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=R-L-Marstall Oct 14, 2007, 7:59:05 AM

I know I am extremely late... like what... 2 years? but I just wanted to saw that I know how ya feel... or I soon will at least... my grandma's dog Thor is 14 and he seems to be in great pain too. He can only get down the stairs and then my grandma has to walk him around the driveway and to the front door again, (the house is built right in a leve so it's two levels each are in some sense, ground floors.) I never would want him to die, but sometimes I wish my grandma would just end it, He is in so much pain

but then again, I think of all that they've been through together and she probably can't bring herself to do it. I know how you feel... felt... or whichever it is,

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